Writing oh writing!!!

almost a week i even didn't update my lovely blog. besides bz wif the last few days of ramadhan, i was still thinking of my thesis writing. huhu...it's not easy for me to understand what is social welfare all about. the more reading i got, the more 'stupid' i am. makin digali makin terasa sedikitnya ilmu yang diperolehi. bila berbincang ngan kwn2 yg seangkatan, mereka pun rasa perkara yg sama..so bukan le aku rasa je yg rasa lacking sebegitu kan? hehe...

then, minggu ni aku dpt 2 email berturut2 hari dr my lovely supervisor Prof Madya Dr Siti Hajar Abu Bakar Ah. first email pasal bab 1 n metod bab yg dia minta aku masukkan dlm bab 1. aku wat metod dlm bab yg berbeza iaitu bab 2. mcm pelikkan? kalu ikut ukm, metod in bab 3.tp UM punya sistem x kisah mana2 pun, x rigid janji benda tu ada dlm thesis kite. dulu masa mula2 Dr suh aku wat metod dlm bab 3, last week aku jumpe Dr mta aku masukkan dlm bab 1. tu le, kite ni manusia mmg pelupa. aku pun try squeezing bab metod into bab 1. bile aku tgk balik apa yg aku dh squeeze kan, aku lak jd fenin, so aku email Dr bgtau apa yg aku fikirkan. then Dr reply bgtau yg Dr dh buatkan utk aku.wadus...teruknya aku?Dr yg bz woman lak yg buatkan. actually, Dr Siti ni mmg le the very bagus,very proactive,n semua yg bgs n sepatutnya ada dlm diri pensyarah n penyelidik. kerja Dr perfect n tak bertangguh2.no wonder Dr boleh dpat title Prof Madya dlm usia 30-an. n dah byk books yg Dr tulis.KAGUM rasanya.

lps bc email Dr reply n mta maaf pd Dr sekiranya penulisan aku x memuaskan die.dlm email tu gak, aku sertakan semula instrumen kajian aku.sebelum ni aku dh kasi byk kali n Dr pun dah semak. tp Dr mta lagi sekali sbb katanya x jumpe file instrumen aku dlm pc Dr. aku pun bg le sekali lagi. ari selasa petang aku kasi email tu then diblas oleh Dr bile aku minta maaf dgn dia:

Dear Adah,

Okay, saya terima dah instrumen kajian you. Akan baca & contact you semula. Ada cara utk assimilate idea tu. Apabila kita berjumpa sekali lagi saya akan ajat you caranya. One more thing, Ph.D is about acquiring new skill and knowledge. It is about you my dear ; not about satisfying your supervisor. Your supervisor job is to facilitate you to acquire the knowledge and skill. The other thing that emerge in all supervisor minds is how to help the students to pass.(statement yg ni buat aku realize kata2nya,yap..aku agree ngan Dr, PhD is not abt satisfaction only but also we need to look for a new intervention/findings in such area)

Take care

rabu pagi aku dh dpt reply psl instrumen tu..efficient x? Dr reply:

Dear Adah,

Saya sempat tengok-tengok instrumen you pagi ni. Very good. Ada sedikit aje pembetulannya. My last advise regarding the instrumen - MAKE SURE ALL ANSWERS FOR ALL YOUR RESEARCH OBJECTIVES ARE INCLUDED . Bila you dah betulkan, I nak tengok sekali lagi & then CONGRATULATION, lepas raya boleh le pungut data & juga bentang dalam seminar Ijazah tinggi Jabatan -mengenai rekabentuk kajian & instrumen design ye. Take care my dear. kalau kita tak jumpa lagi, SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

aku berdoa spya aku dpt jd efisien mcm Dr Siti Hajar. cepat berfikir n menulis ngan amat baik. Pray for me..amin amin amin :)

"PhD is learning process which includes creativity n commitments.It is not a sign of intellectualism".